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Title: Sekhep update
Post by: Sekhepenaset on July 04, 2019, 03:34:35 pm
Iwy em hotep nefer, everyone

I know it's been awhile.  I'm safe enough now to post an update on myself and it's something I feel many of you deserve given what happened prior to my leaving.

As I said, I was diagnosed (an additional time since my initial diagnosis) with spirit illness/spirit sickness and I've been having a lot of problems in general besides that influencing my life.

Since our last talk, I lost my home, my job, and almost all of my worldly possessions.  I've had a lot of spiritual problems and it was a good thing I left when I did because I became very dangerous, in a spiritual sense, for awhile.  Lots of magical and force related issues

There are parts to this I can't discuss for a multitude of reasons.  I am alive now but there's been a lot of turbulence about me.  I have learned a lot but there's not much more I  can say.  If I can share more, then at some point I probably will.  It's a story I feel you deserve to hear since you've suffered for it. 

I am very sorry.  If I knew what I do now, then maybe I could have stopped what happened to some of you.  Regardless if anyone suffered, I do want to eventually return to Kemetic Orthodoxy but I believe that should be handled specially since I did magically attack many people.  I was possessed but it doesn't matter.  It's viable wondering if you should keep me around.

Thank you for your supports over the years and I hope you all are well.  I thought I would also let you know that  I am being prodded about the possibility of doing New Year Oracle rites privately through Facebook but they would cost and it will depend on what my Netjer have to say regarding it.

Have a wonderful New Year

Senebty and protection,

Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Tjemsy on July 04, 2019, 03:58:59 pm
Sekhep! It's good to hear from you. I'm gonna send you a PM, since I have some says that are probably not for the whole world to be seeing. <3

EDIT: And there we go.
Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Khenneferitw on July 04, 2019, 09:54:30 pm
Sekhep, I am so glad you are safe. I want you to know that I love you as my brother, regardless of what you did in your spirit sickness. If you choose to be here, you belong here. Aset has said so, after all. :)

I am so sorry that misfortune has befallen you. I know there is no bringing back what you have lost, but I am here for you. If you ever want to talk - about anything - let me know.

Welcome back. You are loved.
Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Yinepuemsaes on July 05, 2019, 06:27:12 am
We are all here for you.
Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Djehutyendy on July 05, 2019, 08:35:03 am
Em hotep, Sekhep!

I was just thinking about you recently. I am glad to hear that you are safe. I pray that things continue to improve for you.

I have no hard feelings and I do hope you return to the House <3

Much love and Senebty!

Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Djedetmiwesir on July 05, 2019, 10:49:30 am
Em hotep!

I don't have many words of comfort or encouragement. I have been through some of the things you have been dealing with, and want you to know you are amazing because you have endured it. You are in my prayers.

Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Sekhepenaset on July 05, 2019, 02:02:30 pm
Thank you all for your love, kind words, and consideration.  It does mean a lot considering the state of things

I do however feel that it should be deliberated and considered more carefully.  I did attack people and I was, regardless, open to negative influence. 

I did eventually learn how to resist these influences but only so much and it took some time to do that. 

I feel like Hemet should be involved with this and allowed to deliberate on it.  Your safety is my priority and I just feel it better she know what is happening and allowed to monitor what happens since m, like I said, it's worth wondering if it could happen again or worse. 

I know this is religion and it is something to have a sense of humor about (as far as religion goes) but I do feel it deserves the care. 

But that's just how I feel.  It's hard to make sense of things now.
Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Tjemsy on July 05, 2019, 06:37:57 pm
I'll say here, too: shoot Hemet an e-mail and we'll see what we can do for you. Do you know for a fact that anyone was negatively impacted?
Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Ra'awyserqet on July 05, 2019, 11:44:29 pm
Em hotep Sekhep! *henu*

I'm glad to see your face around once more. You are more than welcome to message me and discuss anything you feel comfortable discussing. I am genuinely glad you are still around and that you survived this.

Title: Re: Sekhep update
Post by: Sehedjef on July 06, 2019, 05:38:07 pm
Em hotep Sekhep!  *henu*

It's good to hear from you again and I hope you are able to return again!  ^_^