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[PUBLIC] Kemetic Orthodox Q&A / Is a Spirit in me..?
« on: September 30, 2010, 09:19:22 pm »
Hello everyone. I'm very new here still, but I feel compelled to share this and ask everyone their thoughts on this. First, the other day, I recieved terrible news from my doctor. He took me off all of my pain medications (I supposedly have fibromyalgia and have severe back problems developing) because he felt I was addicted to them. Having been on them for my disease for years now, I'm sure I am, but he gave me nothing for my very real back pain. He was very arrogant and mean about the whole thing. My mother was addicted to pain medication and died of an over-dose, so I know all about addictions, and know I'm not at that level, like he believes.

When I left the office, I was so angry, I could feel my anger overflowing in my body. It seeped into my mind and put very violent visions in my head. I managed to bind my anger and seal it away for the time being, but in doing this, I feel my other powers going wild. My energies are swirling around me like orbs.

I decided to do a ritual, asking of Aset (the Goddess' I feel the most connected to) and any other God or Goddess', Spirits, anything to give me a sign, help me, show me the way to cure my broken body. As I did, my energies were still flowing out of control.

This was earlier today. As of this moment, I can feel a Spirit within me. My chest is tight, my senses are going wild.. things smell different, taste funny, and even my eyesight feels a little blurry. I'm exhausted. I'm a smoker as well, and I lit up a cigerette earlier (I know it's bad, I will give it up one day I promise!) and the cigerette tasted so strange! I felt like it was the first time lighting up.

Could anyone tell me.. Is there a Spirit within me due to my ritual earlier asking for help in any way possible? Or is my out-of-control energy attracting Spirits.. or worse.. is it sucking Spirits into me?

Any points of view, advice, or comments would be great.. Thank you!

~Tiffany

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[PUBLIC] Welcome! / -Waves an excited hand to everyone- Greetings!
« on: September 30, 2010, 01:55:27 pm »
-Waves the other hand excited as well-

Hello everyone, my name is Tiffany and I am very happy to be amongst this community. I have been very interested to learn of the Gods' and Goddess' more than I already know, and while looking I had heard about the HoN. I have always felt the Spirits' around me and had some experiences involving them as well.. I hope to be able to aid in whatever I can and give my support/help to anyone needing it.

I'm very happy to be here and look forwarding to speaking with everyone. :D

~Tiffany

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