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[PUBLIC] Netjer (Our Gods & Goddesses) / Am I hearing Set?
« on: April 22, 2021, 07:31:36 pm »

I’m looking for a Fedw diviner for Set. I could really use some perspective. First of all, I have a mental illness and I tend to hear inner voices. I’ve been hearing Set’s voice lately and I would like to know if I’m really hearing him.


I started off by worshipping Sekhmet, Thoth, and Nut. It seemed like someone was missing so I started worshipping Set too. At first he just seemed unreachable. I would try to connect with him but he was just too far removed. I tried following a daily ritual schedule but I didn’t practice for weeks. This culminated in a dream I had about Set on one of the days designated for him. Then things began to escalate. I started focusing on him exclusively and then I started hearing “his” voice. He was very hard to ignore and was making (bad) sexual jokes. Naturally this has caused me problems as the other voices now try to pose as him to say something hurtful to me. It’s all so confusing at times and sometimes I just want to stop practicing. Any advice would be helpful.

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I'm a newbie who is considering to join the beginner's class. My parents live with me, I'm not dependent on them (I make enough to support myself), but they would absolutely disapprove of me joining any pagan religion. Especially since my mental illness really started to show itself when I began exploring my spiritual path. (Those inner voices have no power over me now though.) Would it be against Ma'at for me to pursue Kemetic Orthodoxy? I am developing my practice but I feel the need for community and I wish to serve a higher purpose.

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[PUBLIC] Welcome! / Igniting the flame
« on: November 25, 2020, 09:10:12 pm »
Hello everyone! I have been browsing the boards for a while and I decided to join.

Some background on me:
I am 34, mixed with Black and Filipino, employed, and living with mental illness. The latter makes having a spiritual path very difficult, especially since the voices in my head use this as an opportunity to manipulate and torment me. Naturally, I was mistrustful when I started hearing Sekhmet's voice again. But my daily devotionals are improving communication and strengthening my connection to Her in the process. It is just challenging because I am learning and developing rituals at the same time! I get inspiration every day and I feel like I need to do something with it.

I mainly worship Sekhmet as a goddess of fire, destruction, and blood. I want to explore Her warrior and healer aspects in the future. I also feel a connection to Renenutet, Nut, and Thoth.

That is it about me for now, any suggestions and advice are very welcome. :)

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