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I happened to have a crack on cards when I was young, and on spiritual things alike.

Before I had ever heard of tarot, I was able to make accurate reads with but may trading card games like magic, since I just followed my instincts and did as my heart told me.

That said, you can read out any set of cards you >feel< right with. You must simply find your way.

However, depending on how strongly you feel yourself connected to the ways and believes of the KO, and depending how much you are bound to the Names or your Parents, you should not mix the ways. The cards may then be well used for decoration or offering, however if used for divination you should make agreements with yourself and the Names.
If this would not work out, you should consider buying yourself a simple standard tarot deck for actual reading / learning to read them.

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Em hotep everyone.

First of all I want to let you know this topic ain't dead. I am just very, very friggin slow.

This is partly because I want to be more sure of the things I post here. Most of these are based on research I made on my own. Also there is a lot of real life going on, preventing me from checking the boards at all.

And there is the sourdough. I gave a rough explaination how to aquire and feed the dough, but had to realize myself it lacks a lot of things that might come in handy to know. Most of all I was troubled by the question how one can judge if the dough got too dry or too liquid.

A short summary: The sourdough is a living thing, what we make use of is a form of fungi that is developing and living within the dough. It is stronger than any bacteria of rot and decay. This fungi lives from the floar we feed it with and needs water as well, it produces a characteristic gas, alcohol and some sort of acid.

So, as mentioned above, there are two states that are bad for you and the dough.
1. Too dry
2. Too liquid

1. Too dry:
Though the dough itself is immune to bacteria of pertty much any kind, if the dough becomes too dry, so if the top and edges of the bowls get a skin of dough, or even reach crispyness, the dough becomes something alike to soil. On this dry and hard parts of the dough, fungi and bacteria can settle. And they are nasty, because they'll develope a network of roots throughout your entire dough. Even if you feed it frequently, and the dough stays in a too dry state, the fungi will just spread, because the sourdough weakens.

The solution, simply, is too add some more water. Get the balance away from too dry. Through that the sourdough will gain strength and beat the fungi. One can smell the decay once it has settled, and you shouldn't bake bread nor eat any of it then! However, once the sourdough is balanced again, there is no danger left and everything is well again.

2. Too liquid:
As mentioned above, the dough produces alcohol and acid. If the dough becomes too liquid, there will be a lot of acid within it. To speak in plain words: The sourdough chokes on it's own feces. This isn't too bad to us, after all it is this effect we can use to produce honey-beer from the sourdough. Also the bread will get a stronger aroma and will be softer after baking. However, the sourdough can die, and the acid can become strong enough to damage your hand.

Again, simply add some more flour to push the balance back.

In general
the dough is a living thing and is affected by the climate, air condition and draft. You can use a scale each time you feed and still there will be differences after a while. For general caretaking I'd recommend to clean the bowl every one to two months. For that, use up as much of the dough for baking as you can and put a handful into a smaller bowl - if no second big bowl is at hand. Simply clean the bowl afterward and put the dough back in. A tea-spoon of the dough is more than enough to get the culture savely started over. And remember, you can dry the dough on a plate into small flakes. This way you can save some backup and use them to restart any future sourdough.

Hopefully this was of some help to you. I look forward to add reciepes for bread, rolls, cakes and alcoholic drinks you can make of sourdough.

Senebyt
Pawabitui

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[PUBLIC] Welcome! / Re: Lutan's introduction
« on: August 06, 2014, 02:41:31 pm »
*snickers* Oh Raawy, I hope you didn't scare him off this way. ;P

But actually I want to tell he's atm very busy so it might take a while before he's going to answer and put some time into the board. Nonetheless I want to thank on his behalve for all the great compliments and hearty welcomes, he appreciates them all very much and looks forward to learn more of this community I love so much and the faith within and around.

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[PUBLIC] Welcome! / Re: Lutan's introduction
« on: July 31, 2014, 08:52:30 am »
Quote from: Meresankh

There's a favorite dark amethyst tucked in this little shrine to Netjer:

http://joanannlansberry.com/journal/pathmark/20140720.jpg



Wow, this shrine looks absolutely beautiful and radiates power. Guess I'm looking forward to get something similar some day, though I kinda enjoy my plain and simple kind of shrine atm. :)

*sees no sense in greeting Lutan much, he's living with me, duh*

Senebty
Pawab

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Thank you and you are welcome! :) With all those interested people who enjoy the idea, I'll happyly continue with the next step, probably starting next week when the new year has begun. I'll definately include the reciepe for 1,5kg mixed flour bread and a trick or two to make the result more fluffy, since sourdough is a bit heavy.
Depending on length I'll include the reciepe for herbal-bread, but the recipe for sweet fruit bread would take too much space, thus this has to wait. ;)

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I'm still amazed how many people in the temple make things themselves! I've met so many people in Germany and Austria, pretty much nobody knows even how to cook. XD L

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Em hotep everybody *henu*

Since years I've been interested in the creation of bread and beer the traditional way. In other words: How did my ancestors do it? How is it done without any industrialisation, how can I do it at home? Over the time I've been gathering information and experience about these things and over a year now I make my own bread. I've already had some kind of honey-brew-beer done, but it got a bit … forgotten, because I lagged enough input to get a clear idea how to proceed.

But that changed! Got some tests running already and am very curious what the results will be like.

My goal was to find an easy way to get these things done at home with very little money and very little effort. Wesir also pushed me a little to do this thread... and I figured I should do it in steps, post by post, because it would be waaay too much to post everything in a single novel of a starting post. So let us begin with the very basics. :)

Sourdough

This is a very interesting kind of yeast that is not really found anywhere in the stores novadays. Simply because this yeast is slow, it takes longer to grow and to make the bread-dough rise. It needs time. But this turns into an up for us! Because it needs time, it also doesn't mind if you forget it a day or two and you don't need to watch it permanently. Also: Once the sourdough is established, it can't go bad. Neither can the bread done with it. Like yeast it is a kind of mushroom-culture thingy. Rot is too. But sourdough is so strong that all other kinds of rot-bacteria can't manifest. In other words: The bread I make with it can't run to seeds, after weeks it's just dry but still edible.

To establish your own sourdough you need this:
- rye flour
- warm water (warm to the feel of your palm, more like 'lukewarm')

The flour needs to be finely grounded. I have no idea how it is done in different countries! In Germany, there's a number on the package, the higher the number the finer the flour. But, at the same time, higher is 'just' better, not ultimately necessary.

Now if you've gotten both, take 100g each and mix them into a bowl. Cover it with a towel.
Done. :)

Repeat each day for the first week, thus you'll have a sourdough of 1400g at the end. But before I got into numbers, here's what you need to take care of:
Smell the dough each day. As the name indicates, it is supposed to develop a sour odour. If it smells bad, like something rotting, that it does just that. Sadly it can happen. It's helpful to have a room temperature of above 20°C and no drafts (if that's the right word, no air blowing through the room that might cool the bowl).
It's a matter of luck in the end, but in most of the cases your sourdough should go well and develop a healthy brown colour. And remember: Once it's established, it can't go bad. You can actually dry the entire thing to store it for years, just put the dry crisps into water and, tada, new sourdough. :)

You need to make a bread from the sourdough after the week. Obviously because you've got three pounds of stuff in a bowl that needs feeding to grow even more! I'll thus get to the how-to-do-first-bread in a moment.
There are a few things left to mention. Once your dough is established you should keep an eye out how much of it you need. The idea is that from our 1400g of dough you take 1000g for a 2kg bread, and leave the 400g to feeding. Thus the culture gets stronger over time.

Because of the amount of dough you might want to use 50g of flour and water, starting the third day of your first week. Thus you'll have 900g at the end of the week, thus we'll take 500g for our first 1kg bread, which is a fairer size for a first-test bread. :)

If you ever have more dough than you need but don't want to bake, just remember to mix it once per day. Or skip it entirely for up to two days, but remember to add more water afterwards to become a decent consistency. (Doing this for a year now, I don't even measure it anymore, I just add flour and water as I feel right because I've developed an eye for what it is supposed to be like and likewise others who do this for so long will. It's pretty easy, honestly.

That also means that your first bread is going to suck. :P That's not because you're a bad baker, but because the sourdough hasn't developed any strength yet. It will nonetheless taste good, but the dough won't risely entirely, thus the bread will end up a bit tough. If it's hard to chew, break it into pieces and boil it in water together with salt, pepper, onions, garlic and some soup-herbs of your liking → tada, tastey breadsoup.

Your first bread.

I want to add here that the sourdough is fairly flexible. I've done quite a bit of bread meanwhile, ranging from spicey pepper-bread over herb-bread to sweet fruit-bread. But for now let's stick with the most basic of all basics from which all other recipes diverge.

500g sourdough
400g wheat flour
100ml warm water (like above)
2 pinch of salt

Mix all of this together in a bowl and cover with a towel.
- The dough is supposed to be nonesticky, but you might want to have something prepared to free your fingers off the dough while it is sticky. If the whole dough is mixed and doesn't stick to your hand: good! If it's still sticky: Add flour until it isn't anymore.
- on the other end: If the dough isn't wet enough to bind all the flour, add water, but very carefully! A sip of water can be enough. :)

Let the dough rise for 2 hours (later, when the dough is stronger, 1 hour is enough)

Prepare a baking pan by putting fat or oil on the surface, just enough to 'lubricate it'
- or -
have a baking tray prepared fat or baking paper.

Take your dough and kneed it thoroughly again. Put it into the baking pan or roll and shape it into a typical bread on the baking tray.

Add a towel and leave it to rise again for anther 2 hours (same as above, faster once the dough is stronger)

Now for the tricky part!

I prefer baking with air circulation.

Take the towel off your bread and wetten the surface with water.

Put a heat-proof bowl or cup of water into the oven

Put your bread in the oven

Put the heat to 230°C and bake it for 30 minutes.

After that, lower the heat to 200°C, open the oven for about a minute to let the stored heat out, close the oven and bake for another 10 minutes.

After that, lower the heat to 170°C, open the oven for about a minute to let the stored heat out, close the oven and bake for another 10 minutes.

Done! Take your bread out (careful, damn hot) and wetten the surface again. Let it cool for at least another hour, for the heat inside is still working on it.

Now it's ready to be eaten. :)



So far, so good.
I'll leave the thread like this for a while and want to see first if people are interested in this. If so, I'm glad to share more recipes. Also this is very important, because you need to know these two steps of making your own homemade bread to do the traditional beer I'm having here. But before that I need to wait what my experiments will turn out like. To tell you the least: They taste interestingly well! Just need to see which of these need the least amount of work in the long run. :)

Senebty
Marukay

edit 1.1 - added information about dough stickyness

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Hmm, I am not entirely sure, though I know there are more prayers on the internet. But I wouldn't know how to find specific ones. You plan to partake in the beginners class, right? With some patience you'll learn one or two there, and you'll have access to more areas of the forum, for this board is quite a good source for prayers, if you're a member. ^^"

I'll share some links. Since I couldn't know what you are looking for exactly, you should look around yourself. Also, this way you'll have a bit of sources to brows when looking for anything kemetic.

  Grave moss and stars  
  The Ancient World Online
  Wepwawet Wiki <- Much recommended!
  hymns and prayers to hethert
  Per-Sabu House of Jackals


Yep, that's it with the sources you might find some prayers or links to better sources in. ^^ I honestly hope this is of some help, sorry I couldn't post you more prayers directly.

However, there is one prayer that is stuck to my mind because it helped me a lot when I was in a tough situation and I was furious often. It is not kemetic in origin, but adapted. Depending on how well you feel with it, you might find help from it too:

Mother Sekhmet, fierce and wild
Take pity on your angry child
Give me mercy, give me peace
and from my furies give release

Senebty
Marukay

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Many prayers Gleb. In front of ma'at and Netjer the best we can do out of the worst is more than enough and already a great accomplishment. Congrats on your abilty to keep standing up to yourself and asking for help and advice. :)

Words are often more dangerous and damaging than deeds. One can rather easyly handle deeds, for they are absolute, if it's done it is done and concequenzes can come. But words are 'merely' spoken. They go right into your mind and heart, they leave you with the "she didn't but she would(?)" uncertainity. It's painful enough you can't trust your own mother. Thus it went further than it should ever and you are right to wall yourself behind a strong defense, as good as possible, and move out into your own flat or a shared flat with friends, once possible.

Many prayers, have strength in your will and may your way be enlightened. :)

Also, a little prayer from the Prayerbook you might enjoy or find helpful:

Prayer for confidence
'Hail to you, my heart,
seat of my personality,
do not forsake me.'

Senebty
Marukay

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Em hotep, in peace

I don't feel comfortable by being the first to reply. I tend to have a dark perspective on the world, and sometimes the easier und lighter solutions don't come to my mind. ^^" But I am sure more will post their opinion here.

First of, this is something no one can tell you but yourself. If your mother / family doesn't treat you well, if it is a burden to you how close you are to them, then build up some distance. From what little you tell it seems you'd need to move out and live on your own. This might be enough already to ease things up, without breaking up.

If you need to be away from your mother / family, if they threaten you or treat you wrong, it is not the way of ma'at to endure, but to do something against the threat.

This shall be all I'll say for the moment. :) Tell me your thoughts if you want to. And, as stated above, I believe others will come in with brighter ideas than mine.

Senebty
Marukay

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My pardon. The RPD is the rite of parental devinition. It's a rite performed for those who want to become shemsu or devined Remetj. In short words, this rite tells you who your devine parents are.

I would not go into detail, this will all be explained during beginners class. And I don't want to say something wrong or misleading in the end :D

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[PUBLIC] Welcome! / Re: Greetings from Germany
« on: June 22, 2014, 04:16:53 am »
Moin! XD

Em hotep and welcome to the temple, it's awesome to see another German showing up, and on top of that right around the corner! If you like it here and want to get in touch, PM me and we can meet for real some time. There is another member in NRW, but sadly I haven't heard of her for a while now. Guess she's got a lot of work to do. ^^"

Anyways, hello there and welcome, salutations and greetings!

Senebty
Marukay

P.S. I've studied English for a few years, no official graduation but I learned my share of things. So I might be able to help you. ;)

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Hotep Tigeress

I've spent some time thinking about your posts here. I think you will find all your answers at the right time during the class. It will be interesting to see how things turn out to be in the end.

But I want to say something about what 'an open mind' means. What you mentioned about your relationship to 'Anubis' and 'Bastet' (their kemet names are Yinepu and Bast) might change. Our Nisut (AUS) asked these two to guide those people who seek to the temple. Many of us were originally brought here by them. The relationship can grow very tight during this time, but it might as well change once your beginners class has started.

I speak from my own experience. Before I found the House of Netjer, I refered to Yinepu as my father. I am happy I kept my mind and heart open, for else I might not have taken all the changes as well as I have. Meanwhile I have only little words with Him. And until the RPD I'll keep myself away from any personal or close contact with any Name.

I hope my words caused no harm and were able to help.

Senebty
Marukay

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[PUBLIC] Netjer (Our Gods & Goddesses) / Re: Set's Animal
« on: June 21, 2014, 07:20:46 am »
Hotep

I didn't read through it whole yet, please forgive me if I say something that was already posted. These are just my thoughts, if haven't read much on the source yet.

Since Set is the god of necessary chaos, I beleive he's designed like he is on that concept. All animals have a straight muzzle, his is bent. All animls have round / pointy ears, his' are squares. All animals have a tail ending in a single tip, his is forked. So I believe he's just an animal that shows this very concept of chaos and "anti-order". Friend of mine commented that idea with "Set is the anti-animal", which was worth a smirk at least. :)

Hope you don't mind my thoughts here.

Senebty
Marukay

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Em hotep everybody!

A friend who knows I'm kemetic posted me a funny picture. I wanted to share but didn't want to start a new thread, so I'll post here. :D

  [img:center]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Bqo2ey2CMAAfIIY.jpg[/img]  

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