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Author Topic: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu  (Read 334 times)

Offline EclipseQueen

  • Country: us
Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« on: February 11, 2019, 11:28:17 pm »
Em hotep, everyone. A bit of context to help explain the title. I'll keep it as brief as possible but pardon me if this post becomes very long.

My mom reacted very poorly to a mental breakdown I had. I warned her to stay away from me and she took it as a threat. In reaction, she attempted to trap me in my own house and told me to cancel all of my classes when I only have one year left to get my bachelors degree. My aunt came to save me thankfully and I was able to continue to go to school. I am receiving mental help now and going forward with my plans to move out. I am not talking to my mother because of not only what she did but she completely belittled me as a person when she did it. I will hopefully be able to move out when I graduate.

I haven't done prayer in an awfully long time so I grabbed my prayer beads, filled my goblet with beer, got a slice of bread and made a whole bunch of spaghetti. The leftover beer that wasn't given for libation was drunk and I ate all the food I prepared so none of it would be wasted. I didn't know what to ask the Netjer for other than strength and guidance. I prayed to Tehuty since I knew he would think logically about my situation, Nut as I felt that she's been the better mother figure in my life, especially right now and for some reason, I said Yinpu's name out loud. I've just been thinking about him lately and I'm not one hundred percent sure why. Like all Netjer, I respect and follow him. I have never ignored him but I've never had a reason to ask anything about Yinpu before. Could he be trying to tell me something?

If anyone knows what could help me in this situation and/or what Yinpu may be trying to help me with, I would greatly appreciate it.
Dua Netjer en-ten!

A mind guided by Tehuty, who uses wisdom to guide their words. A heart crafted by Nut, who uses love to guide their actions. A body built by Yinepu, who uses perseverance to guide their way.
The Netjer live within you, always love yourself.

Offline Taji

  • Divined Remetj
  • Country: us
Re: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« Reply #1 on: February 12, 2019, 06:44:04 am »
Yinepu is really really great with mental health stuff. I’d trust it.
Tasedjebbast
Daughter of Bast-Mut

Offline shannonjonesauthor

  • Remetj
  • Country: us
Re: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« Reply #2 on: February 12, 2019, 04:47:10 pm »
I've always found Yinepu to be understanding and a source of calm for me when it is needed. Given what you have said about your situation, I assume that is why you felt his presence.

Offline Tatuayinepu

  • Shemsu-Ankh
  • Country: us
Re: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« Reply #3 on: February 14, 2019, 12:06:39 am »
Some say Yinepu is the patron of orphans and the lost. He has always been there for me, even when I was a young child playing with my invisible friends under the table, trying to stay safe and away from the people that I always managed to get in the way of.

I think He would love to hear from you. Just ask Him.

Tatuayineupu
Tatuayinepu "The one Yinepu sustains"

Child of Yinepu-Wepwawet, Beloved of Sekhmet-Hethert, Beloved of Heru Sa Aset

Sau Apprentice/Fedw diviner for Yinepu,Sed/Fundraising Team

Offline Ra'awyserqet

  • W'ab Priest - Lay Clergy
  • Country: us
Re: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« Reply #4 on: February 14, 2019, 09:32:31 am »
Em hotep,

A long while back in a fit of depression I energetically gave myself to what that energy feels like to me. While, essentially, being consumed by my own feelings, Yinepu stepped forward and enclosed me in His energy.
It helped me immensely, Him acting as a buffer until I could hold myself up.

Acknowledging that, I recognize His hands in finding and gaining the support network of humans I have now. He helped me to get to where I could help myself and find others who were willing and able to help me too.

He could be trying to tell you He's there for you. 💜

Senebty
Ra'awy
(They/them)

Sat Serqet-Aset her Nisut-bity Hekatawy | (aus), meryt Sekhmet-Mut, Yinepu-Wepwawet, Heru-wer, her Hethert-Nut-as-Nehmet-Awai.

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Offline EclipseQueen

  • Country: us
Re: Seeking Strength, Patience and the Words of Yinpu
« Reply #5 on: February 14, 2019, 11:03:57 am »
Em hotep everyone, giving an update on my situation.

First off, sorry for misspelling Yinepu's name. How the 'e' in His name slipped past me, I have no idea.
Second, things have been going along in my life. I've had a small, plush of Yinepu on my shrine for as long as I could remember, but I've been carrying it around with me to help me out. Whenever I've felt sad or stressed I would give it a hug and it does make me feel a bit better. Yesterday something kinda went down but nothing major. My mom still doesn't like it that I'm not talking to her and she said "I'm about ready to have you institutionalized" to me, and beforehand blaming me for not wanting to talk to her. I know she can't do that to me, but it still hurt to hear. I just kept looking at the Yinepu plush in my hands until we got home.
That night I had an awful nightmare. An evil spirit was in my house and it looked like my mother. Later in the dream, there was a baby being killed by its mother. I woke up feeling absolutely horrified. I looked at the plush, placed by my bed, asking why I had such an awful dream. I think I'm being warned about something and He's trying to tell me to be careful, but at the same time I'm not so sure.

Sorry for the long post, will update should anything else happen.
A mind guided by Tehuty, who uses wisdom to guide their words. A heart crafted by Nut, who uses love to guide their actions. A body built by Yinepu, who uses perseverance to guide their way.
The Netjer live within you, always love yourself.

 


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