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Author Topic: For Victory Against Depression  (Read 2531 times)

Offline Tjemsy

  • W'ab Priest - Lay Clergy
  • Country: us
For Victory Against Depression
« on: October 13, 2017, 08:30:02 am »
I am not so good at asking for help, so my apologies while I fumble through this. ^^;

I am not doing so well. I have had a creeping influx of random sadness over the last few weeks, which seems to have compounded in Total System Shutdown. I had an appointment last Friday for a medication consult, where they accidentally prescribed me something we discontinued (I have tried a lot of things...), so that ended up being wasted time. This "shutdown" has been getting steadily worse, and getting through this week was terrible. Every day is harder to push through. Yesterday was so bad that I was thinking of asking to leave work early, and then worrying I would not be able to make it home. So, please, pray for Tjemsy, if you can. I'm pretty desperate right now.

The last time that this happened, it was so severe that I lost all functioning for a long period of time. I couldn't work...or do anything. I do not want to end up there, again. There is no danger to me in this time, it is only my body refusing to do anything, but I could easily lose my job, if I can't work. And that would be very bad. On the bright side, I've never caught it like this before, so there is hope.

I have another med appointment in...very soon, less than an hour. I hope whatever they give me is good and effective and fast-acting. Thank goodness it's Friday, and that my morning shift has been cancelled. I will probably still have to power through the afternoon shift, and I anticipate great difficulty. But after that, I can not care for a time.

-sigh-
Tjemsy - "Two Red Ones"

Sat Sekhmet her Set
Meryt Heru-wer, Bast, Wepwawet, Taweret, Nebthet,
 & Nefertem-Imhotep

Offline Yinepuemsaes

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #1 on: October 13, 2017, 09:13:15 am »
Prayers on the way.
Yinepuemsaes - "Yinepu is her protection"
Sat Yinepu
Meryt Bast

Offline Gezausenu

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #2 on: October 13, 2017, 09:42:11 am »
Oh my dear twin, many, many prayers that you're able to find a fast-acting med to help you out. <3 And how proud I am of you for asking for prayers--it can be a hard thing, asking for what we need when we need it. May our Parents bless you and hold you close through all of this, and Gods, may your employers be kind and compassionate.

Please let me know if I can do anything for you, at all. Even if it's something as simple and goofy as drawing cute or silly pictures. <3

Much love, and senebty,
Gezausenu.
~Favored of Two~ (Please don't call me Gezau. <3)
child of Set and Sekhmet
beloved of Ptah, Djehuty, and Heru-Wer
( they / them / theirs / themself )
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Offline A'Aqytsekhmet

  • Rev. A'aqyt - Ordained Clergy
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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #3 on: October 13, 2017, 10:13:10 am »
Prayers.
If you ever need to talk I am here.
Sat Sekhmet meryt Sobek-Ra, Yinepu, Nebthet, Nefertem, Wenut, Sokar-Wesir
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Offline Teritui

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #4 on: October 13, 2017, 10:16:03 am »
Prayers for you, Tjemsy.
Teritui: I respect my Two Fathers
Daughter of: Ptah-Sokar-Wesir and Heru-wer
Beloved of: Sekhmet-Hethert and Set

Offline Sarytsenuwi

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  • W'ab Priest - Lay Clergy
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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #5 on: October 13, 2017, 11:24:27 am »
Many, many prayers for you Set-sibling. May the way be cleared so that you receive the medication that serves you best, and may you know that you are not alone. We love you, we are here, we wish for you to be well through whatever means best serves your present needs.
Sarytsenuwi (Standardbearer of my Two | Porta-estandarte da minha Dois)
Sat Set her Bast | Meryt Heru-wer, Hethert-Nut, her Heqat
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Offline Sezefisenu

  • Shemsu
  • Country: pl
Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #6 on: October 13, 2017, 04:53:53 pm »
Prayers. I know how hard it is when your body goes into depression, I hope you will find the strength and support from those around you to not only survive, but beat that nasty thing.
Sezefi
Daughter of Djehuty and Bast
Beloved of Khonsu, Wepwawet-Yinepu, Heru-wer and Hethert-Sekhmet

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Offline Awibemhethert

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #7 on: October 13, 2017, 08:23:11 pm »
Much love, Tjemsy. And prayers too. I'm also here if you want to talk.

❤️


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meryt Wesir

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #8 on: October 13, 2017, 08:24:39 pm »
Em hotep Tjemsy *henu*

I'm keeping you in my prayers.   I'll be asking Mother to help you.  *hugs*
Daughter of Sekhmet and Nisut Hekatawy(AUS)
W'abet Nekhen sehotep.tu ib-es yim-ef, The Shrine in Which Her Heart is Appeased

Her Father controls Sekhmet, Sekhmet subdues evil, Sekhmet controls Her temper
Even small rivers keep the lands green and the oceans wet.

Offline Sedjfaiemitui

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  • Country: us
Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #9 on: October 13, 2017, 08:36:51 pm »
Praying to our mutual Father for you, Tjemsy. <3

May He hit the cloud of depressive funk leeching off of you with the pine-tree spear in His hand. May He hit that cloud of depressive funk seventy-seven times, because eff that noise. <3
"Endowed by Two Fathers"
𓁣 𓁠
Sat Set her Amun-Re-Banebdjedet
Meryt Herishef, Wesir-Narefy, Heru-Wer, her Yinepu

Offline Senuwierneheh

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Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #10 on: October 13, 2017, 08:38:04 pm »
Many prayers for you, Tjemsy!

 May Djehuty give wisdom to the doctors.  May Set give you strength and Sekhmet bring healing, soon!


Senebty and hugs!
Neheh...
Senuwierneheh (My Two, forever)
Sat Hethert-Sekhmet her Set, meryt Ptah-Sokar-Wesir, Djehuty, her Heru-Wer
Self-care Hethert, Set and Ptah Advocate
𓁥 𓁣 𓁰

Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #11 on: October 13, 2017, 09:34:57 pm »
Tjemsy, I am with you.  I know this pain is real and trying.  I am with you through all of it.  I myself am suffering with you.
"Give sorrow a Sailor smile."
~ "Makenai" by Hanazawa Kae; Sailor Moon Stars, Season 5, episode 200

"Beyond this road, running on far and long, must surely be something we can believe in."
~ "Pure Heart" by Rikki; Final Fantasy VII, "Aerith's Theme"

Offline Meresinepu

  • Rev. Meres - Ordained Clergy
  • Country: us
Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #12 on: October 13, 2017, 10:48:05 pm »
Hello Tjemsy,

You are in my prayers.  While I have not walked in your shoes, I've suffered for many years with depression myself and I understand not wanting to go back into that space.

All you can do is take one day at a time and do what you can.  May Netjer help you through this difficult time and may your parents keep you in their loving arms and carry you when you find you can't walk and need the extra support.  May Set keep his back up against yours for strength and may Wepwawet keep the way open so that you can get through each day. 

If there is anything I can do, please let me know.  Hang in there .. much love and prayers for you.

Meres
Rev. Meresinepu [She loves Yinepu] Weptesmerutef {Her Mission is his Love}
Sat Yinepu/Wepwawet, meryt Amun her Bast her Aset her HetHert

"Gone am I, caught by the Underworld, yet cleansed and alive in the beyond." (from an Old Kingdom funerary text)

Offline Khamheru

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  • Country: br
Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #13 on: October 13, 2017, 11:20:24 pm »
Prayers ♡

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Offline Sehedjef

  • Rev. Sehedjef - Ordained Clergy - Semer-Wati
  • Country: us
Re: For Victory Against Depression
« Reply #14 on: October 14, 2017, 06:53:53 pm »
Prayers that you are able to get through this battle and find the key to controlling this demon! 
Always around if you need/want to talk.  ^_^

Senebty,
Imti
Rev. Sehedjef
(He shines with the beauty of the truth of his Mothers)
Sa Nebthet her Serqet
Mery Ptah her Tasenetnofret

 


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